I already did. [ Granted, it was over text. So, he's sure that won't go over too well in the end. He shrugs. ] I dunno what good it'll do though. But it's better to think he's home, right?
This place screws with you. And that's a damn good way to do it.
Not...necessarily. [ Jo thinks back to what their lives are like back home. Maybe after the Apocalypse, they'll have a break. But the immediate life he's going back to?
Well, at least she knows he survives up until she does. ] I think his biggest thing is that he just doesn't know. He'll be fine if he can get proof that Sam went home, but until then... [ The what ifs are enough to drive anyone crazy. She shakes her head. ]
You think so? [ Because not being on this ship means Jo's dead, and she'd rather not head back to that. But that's not something Jo's just gonna bring up, so instead she just kind of shrugs. ]
Until then he's going to keep looking. [ and she'll probably follow him, knowing how reckless he can be when Sam's involved. ]
Some of it, yeah. Most of the people here are from places that are a lot nicer than this. But I'm not one of 'em. [ He runs a hand through his hair. ] Dean can do whatever he wants as long as he doesn't get himself killed. That'd just be stupid.
Humans had it the worst. Anything else was just tossed to the side. I, uh. There's not a lot to remember. [ Because he'd spent so much of it high out of his mind. ] Vices and all that. They're easy to succumb to when you're not used to 'em.
[ He closes his eyes, lips pressed thin. It's almost like a faint memory now, but there's enough to explain it to her. ]
It's hot all the time. There's nothing down there that's even remotely close to living, and there's no sense of time. No day, no night. The inner Circles are probably the worst. [ He sighs. ] It's where most of 'em gather, and it's. I dunno. Sometimes all you can hear are people screaming. Sometimes it's so quiet you wonder if that's your heart beating or a clock ticking down.
The closer you get to Lucifer, the worse it becomes. [ He bites his lip, looking back at her. ] I wouldn't wish that on anyone with a soul. But humans don't know how to listen. They do whatever they want.
[ Listening to him talk about it gives her this chill. The kind of chill that lets her know there's so much more to it. So much more she doesn't really want to ask about. ]
Sure. Before they end up down there. [ So maybe he's being a jerk, but the idea of free will is still something he's learning to adjust to. ] I don't know you all that well yet, but I wouldn't worry about it. You seem like a good person.
Which religion? [ He makes a face. Where he's from, he actually hasn't considered that particular option. ] It's about your soul. Do you think it's gone bad?
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Date: 2013-03-10 07:15 pm (UTC)This place screws with you. And that's a damn good way to do it.
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Date: 2013-03-10 09:20 pm (UTC)Well, at least she knows he survives up until she does. ] I think his biggest thing is that he just doesn't know. He'll be fine if he can get proof that Sam went home, but until then... [ The what ifs are enough to drive anyone crazy. She shakes her head. ]
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Date: 2013-03-11 02:01 am (UTC)Like I said, it's a good way to screw with people. It's hard to say if he'll get that sort of reassurance.
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Date: 2013-03-11 11:24 am (UTC)Until then he's going to keep looking. [ and she'll probably follow him, knowing how reckless he can be when Sam's involved. ]
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Date: 2013-03-11 07:36 pm (UTC)[ A snort. ] Stupid, yes, but Dean's never really been smart when his brother's concerned.
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Date: 2013-03-11 07:38 pm (UTC)[ And it's all he says because. Well, Bells and brothers and stupid things don't mix. Story of his life, honestly. ]
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Date: 2013-03-11 07:57 pm (UTC)[ And let's not talk about her own secret fear that that's where she'll be if she goes back home. ]
Can't imagine that was very fun.
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Date: 2013-03-12 01:48 am (UTC)[ She just needs to...let that sink in. ]
You mean you partied so hard you don't actually remember Hell. [ Okay, sorry Bells but she's kind of laughing. ]
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Date: 2013-03-12 01:54 am (UTC)[ Okay, not really. But he's not going to touch what she just said to him. ]
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Date: 2013-03-12 02:53 am (UTC)[ no you really don't, jo, but curiosity killed the cat. ]
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Date: 2013-03-12 03:10 am (UTC)It's hot all the time. There's nothing down there that's even remotely close to living, and there's no sense of time. No day, no night. The inner Circles are probably the worst. [ He sighs. ] It's where most of 'em gather, and it's. I dunno. Sometimes all you can hear are people screaming. Sometimes it's so quiet you wonder if that's your heart beating or a clock ticking down.
The closer you get to Lucifer, the worse it becomes. [ He bites his lip, looking back at her. ] I wouldn't wish that on anyone with a soul. But humans don't know how to listen. They do whatever they want.
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Date: 2013-03-12 03:32 pm (UTC)You mean they have a choice?
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Date: 2013-03-15 11:35 am (UTC)[ and she's just going to...smile. faintly. she has to worry about it a little more than you might think, bells. ]
Depending on which religion you wanna look into, good person doesn't really have a lot to do with it.
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